Backstabber

Alright, before I begin by fucking rant, Il say whats been going on.

I broke my elbow trying to jump a tabletop with a grind pole in the middle, forgot about the grind pole and yeh smacked my elbow hard, and my head and knee, went to emergence at 2:30 am and left at 4:30 am.. which was about 4 days ago, its still broken but i can type with 2 hands now, I havent posted about this before because it wouldve taken too long.

Kenny and I went to a lil party for mhis friend melissa, which was alright, just mainly chillin, talkin, and I had.. 4 yaga bombs and lived... within 15 mins that is :P then we went driving around with kenny and I's mates, which was good fun, ended up going to bed at 5 am

today we went 4 wheel driving in some woop woop place, covered in colins dust,m cause we had kennys sun roof off, so it all got into the car.. got home today at like 10..

alright. now this is my rant about backstabbing... well about WHO backstabbed me

Now, I thought connor was a better person, he wouldnt get involved or take sides in a 3-part friendship, especially when he didnt take part in me and sams fued. So, tobias told me that he was pissed off with me, WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO, sam disregarded my feelings and called me a dickhead for it, and then didnt want to be my friend and he expected me to be pleasnt to him afterwards, why would I when hes just disrespected our whole friendship, and who I am!? I ndidnt want to talk about me him and connor because ITS A TOUCHY SUBJECT after all, i am what amde them good friends, if it wasnt for me they probably wouldnt know eachother right now, and when i come back from cunderdin and neither of them make much effort to know me, and then find it fit to be rude and absolute fuckheads towards me, it makes me feel a little unhappy.

so, sam didnt go through with the last final attempt of pizza and consoling night, so now I will never trust him, and because he called me a dickhead, im no longer friends with him. I didnt expect connor to jump on his side, i didnt expect him on either side, it wasnt much of his fucking business, and he didnt even make a fucking attempt to talk to me about it.

I even saw him on the train and we talked but noo he didnt say shit. thanks connor, you just ruined TP even more, and you ruined every good memory i had with both of you. youd think id get a little fucking respect for treating them as if they were my damn family for so long. What the hell did I do for them to have a bitch about me!? I only ever once was a complete dickhead to connor, and sure, i know i was, we had a argument in like year 6 because he became christian, but i accepted it after awhile, I even was a christian for a bit, didnt like the people too much and didnt get their connection with the man himself "god". So we often didnt talk about religion, and when i became satanist i didnt want to talk to him about it because it would cause an argument, so i kept my mouth shut. I respected him that much that i wouldnt have a go at his religion, which i really, really dislike. (btw, im not satanist anymore, kenny showed me why I was wrong, so sorry to all those I was rude to, and talked to them about it etc etc etc.)

And connor says something about being pissed off with me behind my back. im so.. hurt right now that i dont know what to do. First sam, now connor..

fine.. you two can fuck off without me, shows how much appreciation and respect you have/had for me, when I was what brought The Purpose together, and you both kicked me out. the funny thing is i bet sam has some other stupid story and he will have a go at me. I dont care, I know what happened and im not bringing other people into it, especially someone who i know is good friends with him, because I respected him.

Its over, go do whatever the fuck you guys want to do, I hope i never see you again.