Bloody women

Ok, Amy I suggest that you don't read further.. unless you want to.

Alright, so the past 2 days ive been trying to get invites to a shit party for me and kenny, because the girls me and kenny are.. (were for me) after were going, so i worked on getting the invites, which looked like no chance, then i asked outright and she said yes.. weird, she seemed really paranoid.

ok, so, I've been after getting with Bec the past couple of weeks, I figured it shouldnt be too hard because Laura told me she would at the next party, so tonight was my chance. when we arrived, Kenny and I knew no one, bec virtually ignored us, and laura hadnt arrived yet... when she did arrive we kept going to anf fro indoors and outdoors, too hot, and too cold.. wimps.

after that, there was another girl, theresa or something, that wouldve hooked up with me, it was bleeding obvious, and hell i wnated to, but i wanted to reserve myself for bec, otherwise it would be a waste of time of going for her these past weeks, then another girl too wanted me.. a cute lil pommie girl called "kellz" and again, reserving myself.

So, I reject both of them, and they both wanted me, so on the way dropping bec home i thought "i want a lil bit, so il ask her for something..." when we got there and i opened the door for her, we hugged and i said "do i get a goodnight kiss?" and this.. was the reply.. after a little giggle "i would, but i have a boyfriend" i can imagine the look on my face...

so tehre you have it, two weeks of worthless flirting, and a missed oppurtunity of two other hotties. i am kicking myself so hard right now it just isnt funny. ive been DEPRIVED for too long. gah fuck *shakes like chaos marines do sometimes in dawn of war*

I must be smarter next time. I will not let stupid trickery get the better of me.