Different...

I feel like i've changed again, not very much though, the deep thinker in me has been thinked out... for now anyways. I guess its because I have been going out with mates a shitload more and stuff, like going for drives with kenny, and running over cats. I want to be the same deep thinker though, I liked how I could defrag humanity and life itself. Lifes purposes and goals, peoples dreams and nightmares, and their very thoughts about me, I could teach them the error of their ways and teach them the way of The Jim. I suppose I still can, but after having the talk with Meg I feel like thats it.

Mum read the other stuff on my old, deleted blog (which im regretting now) about how much I hate her family background and the impact it makes on future generations of Paterson/Callison and the other misc families. As it spawns from only few people in the blood line, it effects everyone.

My Nan always likes to go on about our family history, and she would show me pictures of people that have been long gone, who are related to me somehow...

Ok, better thought on what to share with you people. I will talk about the stronger side of me, the Callison side of me.

The background of my family here is fogged to me, but I know that 4 of them (that I know of) have been in the army, and 2 of them have been in war. At the top of the tree of this, that I know of, is my grandparents, grandma is probs 4 foot tall now, my grandpa shrinking to about 5 foot 6, and he is in and out of hospital all the time, because hes well, very old and its becoming harder for him to look after himself, then theres cancer. Another member inflicted with this plague that seems to attack everyone with some disadvantage in life. Makes me think about Kylie Minougue.. was she disadvantages? (apart from her height)

Then the tree goes down to My dad, My uncle Peter, My Uncle Don and my Auntie Linda. Dad was in the army, (so was grandpa, fought in WWII) Dad led a fairly well life, being a rebel surfy in his time, mullet and all, until he went into the army, and it changed him. Uncle Peter, this man I got fuck all memory of, I don't think ive ever seen him apart from wehn I was born, He, for some reason doesn't like any of us and is in england.. last I heard he was anyway. Something about him borrowing money from the old folks and didnt wanna pay back, so he left, but I think its got more in it than that.. I think he has some problems in the mind like myself, I seem to also get a lot of my personality from him too, being a selfish prick to everyone then leaving, and fucking several chicks... (ive seen photos of the girls hes done, apparently hes settled down or some shit now)

My uncle Don, He fought in the vietnamese war, now hes so high on every anti-depressant out there he twitches all the time, and stuff, but hes generally a good guy in my eyes, loves his family and stuff. He lives in GinGin atm, his ex-wife I dont like much, she cheated on him for some guy, who is now in a wheel chair. rofl.

Aunty Linda, no idea on her past and what shes done, I live with her sometimes when dad goes away, which he does rarley now. Shes happily married.

Now their tree from there, me and my sis from mum and dad, Uncle don and that weird bitch created 3 children that I can remember, Chris (my bogan god) Sarah, (reckons im hot rofl) and colin, who is also in the army, right now too. Aunty lin and My uncle terry have 2 daughters, that are somewhere in sydney, (they'd dig me if they were my age, shame they're also related to me)

Chris lives down the road from me, once I was out driving my car and he ended up next to me in his bogan awesome ute, and sped off, whilst I putted away in my shitty excel *cries*

then the tree from there... well Colin got married May last year, to a blonde called Amy, and now have a daughter, forgot the name.

Thats virtually it about my family. So now you know all about them... well On the paterson side you dont know much about my aunty bec, alll i know is she was the worst effected by Ronald P.

just so yous know, me and Amy are talking to eachother a lot better now, feels better to talk to her without us disputing over our religion differences.

anyone else wanna say how stupid my religion is?

come here and say it.