Failed

I have failed year 12, I just don't have the motivation to do kid's tasks, I mean seriously, who here can't use Microsoft word? thats what computer fundamentals is all about.. WORD. Can't we actually do something that requires thinking? something that challenges us? and I refuse to believe the whole course has been altered because of a fucking retard in our class, we shouldn't have to go down to his level because he doesn't do shit unless he's got some teacher aid there, seriously, he is just as capable to do anything himself, he refuses to so he gets attention.

I refuse because it's bullshit, if you got a high-paying job and expected it to be hard work, and you honestly worked hard for your pay, and then found out it was so easy a child could do it? (try not to be lazy, and think that you actually want to work for money)

So, I'm gunna have to find something else to do instead of school.. I don't know what... maybe this band thing will pull through and might earn me money.. more than I would if I stuck with year 12, but c'mon, if I know i'm going to fail, isn't it just a waste of time? an employer would look at me and say "why didn't you do year 12?" I'd say "well, I was but I was failing, and I guessed it would look worse on my resume, like I just wasted a year."

.. I'll write more about recent feelings when I can be bothered...