Silence speeds the path to the streams of solace that run so few and narrow.

Recent happenings are of as follows:

1. My job being ultra awesome, thus me buying a new laptop.
2. getting angry at people
3. uh.. can't remember.

anyways, new laptop, its pretty fuckin awesome, the only problem with it is the fact it has windows vista on it. It's still got pleanty of lil buggies that old Billy Gates should be fixing right now, cause it's pissing me off.

Kenny pissed me right off the other night, he got drunk at a 21st me, him, sam and soggy went to, and he said "drive yourself home" so he could go to northbridge with other old people. So, Sam and myself drove home, then went to donkeys to find no one there.. either way, kenny rang and asked if we could go all the way to perth to pick his sorry ass up cause the people he went with ditched him. So, off we went to northbridge. Once we got into the city he started giving us directions to where he was. 1 major problem, his directions were fucked. he would tell us to go somewhere and we would get lost, or tell us to take a turn after we had gone past it. He blamed this on my "shitty driving" because he is completely flawless, this isn't the first time that this has happened, so we make it to him, and yeh, I was so pissed off I told the people who had joined kenny at northbridge (scott, donkey, shane and tim) that if he came over to me I would start beating the crap out of him. so he left. and I hate him.

Ok, onto whats been bugging me. I want to change from everything.. I feel like from the whole saga of me and Kenny being best mates that I have close to no respect for anyone except myself. I think i'm sorta lucky to have stopped itbefore I became a complete asshole (I know some of you think I already am, but meh.. I'm making an effort so quit your whinging). A good example of it is some of the Mindarie chicks that we used to hang around.. used to be fine, now days I hardly ever see them, yet alone talk to them, because I became such a prick that they just dislike me now. It's annoying cause I know that they are an awesome bunch of chicks but I can't make things how they were before, I screwed the friendship up and now it's fucked.

I think I just want a chance at redemption... I want to be a respectful person again, someone that people can say nice things about instead of "oh that Jimmy cunt.. hes a fucktard" or something of the sort.

My uncle got cancer a couple of weeks ago, it's in his stomach and its completely riddled with the shit. So, doctors couldnt cut it all out and hes gunna have to go on chemo.. it's kinda depressing cause he is one of the healthiest guys ive ever known, and he is the main reason i'm alive, he introduced my parents..

ohwell, Til next update..