Being unbeing

After drug intake, after the high.
Comes the come-down, lack of energy within the body and mind, and the loss of connection with you're own spirit.
I feel that I have gotten used to this feeling, I worry for those starting to go through the meaningless pain of it all.
Fear, anger, confusion, depression, anxiety.
Feelings of fuzziness begin to spread around the beings mind, blocked thoughts coming from the subconcious to conscious, energy is delt in rations, lazyness becomes the main objective.
If the drugs are hard enough, that same fuzziness will turn into voices, uncontrollable noise smashing around within the skull. Motor skills are lost and death becomes inevitable.
This state, this way of unbeing is horrible. My point of view is that it can be avoided, it IS possible to sail down and through the comedown feeling relaxed with the new knowledge you may have acquired with the severe alteration to the way you are.
This group, I know from my own sense will experience similar effects with any drugs, whether they admit it or not. Their lazyiness to bother with the question of why sometimes annoys me, because in that way, they are not helping themselves, and thus burdening others with their pain, or state of "un-being".
I call it un-being because of the way you feel when you are being. Simply being is an art, if you can do it. It's the start of all gateways. When someone with similar issues as I have, becomes being, a feeling of an itch resides, within the mind, or a feeling of tension. You at that point, as in you're body and mind, feel fine, there is also, however, the feeling of needing or wanting.
This same feeling can induce severe anxiety, depression, and other destructive emotions.

I knew this was wrong, I know this is not who I am.
I felt the feeling of being open with people for the very first time not long ago, being who I needed to be, and I had no question.
I worry for those who fail to seek.