You're just like me! you motherfucker

So, I maybe a little bit drunk, but fuck you!
Honestly.
I have come to realise just now that everyone is literally just as depressed as I am, or could be just as. I had hopes of being a lot more popular, but what would it really bring? Just a different scenario, in the end I will still be the same.
If anything, I am better off than those people purely because I have more oppurunities for real life.
Most people go on with the act that everything is okay, and people will love them for it. I go on knowing that things aren't okay, and strive for more, but my mere pursuit of that is known between my best friends, and people that I consider a lot more happier than me, every person I come into contact with, knows I have some kind of struggle to get through.
This is true, I am going towards something, everyone else has that same struggle but just a different area, I maybe different, they are too!
So, fuck you, literally, I'll say it in every means possible, in cruel slang and in loving, thrusting strokes of energy. I will fuck you in every means I can think of.
I strive to be happier. Maybe, no matter what, I maybe not happier than now, in the future, I cannot construct something better. I cannot work towards something if it hasn't got some kind of description, I mean, if I wanna go towards a goal, it must have some kind of authentic meaning. Some kind of seperateness apart from everything I know, but if thats not possible, then it cannot be anything, right?


I am drunk, and frankly annoyed at everything. I have learnt a lot about people and the true meaning of happiness, and I must say, it is all a load of shit, and no one really knows what they're talking about. Only I do, and if I don't know, then fuck it, I will just do it for the sake of having it. Eat shit, you unknowing, ignorant and undesirable wankers. I will eat my own life away, and I will eat youres too.