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Finished Bioshock, what a crappy ending.
The second one better be better...
Or else.

It's way too hot for my body, I realise I have said before I don't mind the heat.
Which I don't, I do when I have nothing else to complain about.

Something is really itching my skull.
Sometimes I get this feeling that I really want to pound my head into the wall, until either the wall or my skull splits open.
Theres something about this raw emotion that, no matter how much I configure, or switch my views on things, generating a clearing, the stress goes dormant.
Pain and fear do not have to be present, and yet they are, and come back whenever something clicks over..
I can handle myself in many situations, more than before. Much, much more.
When I feel that something has just become too much..
Negativity clouds over like a plague, and it sticks around like a really annoying idiot.
Even when I come to my senses and listen to what is going on in my skull..
I'll hear it lise television static at first, then the words in which are controlling my action become clear, and poof, bye bye motherfucker. All sorted.
And yet, that annoying idiot is still around, hes just been knocked the fuck out.
He'll be back.


While it's all good and well that I have realised a lot of negativity, and made it so I don't need it anymore, theres still negative baggage that remains here.
Like.. an annoying idiot in a suitcase.
And I wonder?
How can I actually make the idiot dissapear?
Or better yet, make it so I get to choose when he comes fucking around, so I can deal with him, put him back in his cage and go about my freedom and have some mcluvin.

Release! I have to let him go!
Everytime.
All the time.