Lost and Looped.

Something very specific in-particular makes it lack of presence known when undertaking a journey into the unknown. A sense of confusion prevails in which can destroy relationships and atmospheres. I hear people talk about it frequently, in both positive and negative aspects.
Some people refer to this as looping, in the sense that the subject is constantly "looping" certain events or certain feelings towards external or internal objects and influences. This state of mind appears to be quite manic, even psychotic in most cases and in my own experience, quite psychotic.

"What is missing?" is the question I asked, individuals from different backgrounds experience different states of confusion and aggression to states of positive love and "liftedness", some more or less than others. In the end however we are no different, so what's to say that some individuals experience more positive feelings than negative ones?
Keep in mind I am referring in general to those who have ingested psychedelic substances, however there's no proof to say that those that haven't taken part in the psychedelic experience don't suffer from negative or positive loops, more the fact the person has not even become aware that it is even happening.

More recently I am figuring that it's a sense of wholeness in a person. Freedom is the sense in-which a person feels when there's no "looping" any longer.
The causes of this state? Well, it's referable to the way a person is brought up. Different value and belief systems that tell a person who they are and how they can express themselves. The idea of "looping" is generally because something is not "right" per say, the subject is not comfortable with the mind set or the surrounding they are in.
The mind set in particular is the question, a person can change their external surroundings if they wish, the state of mind however is a different question.
If one is not whole and fully connected to who they are as a being then it is more likely that they will have a bummer of a trip and/or life as a whole. The only reason that people even get into negative situations as such is because of unfulfilled aspects of themselves that they don't understand and thus project them negatively. Or the subject can be ignorant and accept their issues "as they are" and there is less likeliness of a negative loop.

However, confusion and a lack of focus is hard to ignore, which suggests that the issues need to be sussed out in order for freedom to occur.
I experienced a trip where part of which was free, and the other without. The state of looping was not so apparent due to how well I know it, and the worst thing one can do is focus on the fact that they are at a loss of freedom. It is better to relax and wait the trip out, and eventually, a summary of what was experienced will arise, and life as you know it may continue.
The lack of focus is what frustrated me, in-which i was too focused on my internal dialogue instead of the person or people around me, or the positive aspect of who I am.
It caused a sense of being dazed, or that I was lost in a made up dream land. It wasn't particularly painful, however annoying. As I would rather bring my positive to the table rather than gazing into a foggy atmosphere. The feeling of "blindness" was very strong.

LSD and other hallucinogenics make every aspect of what you are stronger, whatever you believe yourself to be will become true. And you get to see how those aspects really work in you're external and internal environment, in the deepest sense. Which scares so many people.
Learning about true love and confidence, respect and courage plays a big part when it comes to a positive life. Learning about fear, judgement and aggression is another you must learn and really see in yourself too, we have been taught to fear that part of ourselves, which in turn causes a lack of wisdom and trust with ones own self.