Feeling tired.

Everything's changing so fast. I just want to slow down for a second, just a moment and rest.
For now, I can't seem to find solace with everyday thoughtfullness and desires. And I keep getting pulled back towards somewhere I have been before, as if there is somewhat real. Apperently theres a chance if I go backwards, even if it is impossible.

I miss feeling at ease, constantly my life has been focused on finding as much release as possible, and yet I haven't found much at all.