Where are you now?

where are you when I need you? your just gone.. on your own life to pursue your own dreams, your own goals. While i'm back here.. and I just don't know what i'm doing anymore.

I don't know who my real friends are, I don't know what pathway to choose, I don't know who I should cry to when it comes to. I feel so lost.. everytime I change something, it turns out different to what I expected.

Sweet 16? it's got to be the worst age ever. Some of us aren't mature, and they are complete dickheads, some of us are just right, and you have the time of your life, then some of us are too mature and we don't fit in anywhere because we can't live how we want. I think thats where I am, too mature, because I can't keep up with my mates that are older, and people that are my age usually just forget about me and think that I got older friends so I don't need to be invited out as much.. I dunno..


I still feel your knives in my back, and I still feel the scars.