theres no escape, thats what they say

they're probably right.

anyways, I figured with todays shitty outcome that I might aswell write some stuff down here.. out of craptacular emotion.

Todays event(s) has made me think back to how evil jim popped amys happy bubble awhile back, and it caused a huge argument between us 2, then hilary got involved also.

well it seems I must have done it again, going around popping peoples happy fucking bubbles must be my style, cause I just happen to do it without intention, and, guess what kiddies, without actually doing anything fucking wrong!

funny huh?

I have a shit day at work, out in the fucking sun drilling screws into blocks of wood thru steel cabnits for some project, sweat my ass off and pass out 2 times due to sweating like a pig. get home and what a surprise, people still think im an asshole. for what? some random shit that wasnt even wrong! wow, i didnt know sex was wrong when your SINGLE. Sure, I ma have loved someone, yes LOVED someone, and that loved person loved me back, but she didn't say yes when I asked her out, and yet she expects me to act like we are. What the fuck is that? it's either yes, or no. There is no happy medium where that loved one gets what she wants and I get nothing out of my status, wheres the fairness in that?

so yeah, here I am, after getting back from a decent night of driving for pizza hut, having a shit and popping happy bubbles because that loved person also had a god damn problem with what I do. wel i'm fuckin sorry for not obeying your unwritten rules. i'm sorry for not being fucking perfect for you and your fucked up friends who can't get over shit. fuck off. im fucking sick of trying to defend myself in these fucking stupid situations where most people just get it the fuck out of their damn system, and go on with their god damn lives. it's not hard, actually, it's pretty god damn easy.

what else is wrong here? oh yeah, im a fucked up cookie cause i like to smoke weed once or twice every week. its pure evil and everyone who hates me hates that too. what else do they hate? the shoes i wear?! what the fucks wrong with them!? sure theyre a lil dirty but fuck thats what happens to work boots. GET OVER IT.

I smoke weed, so I can be happy, and have some god damn fun with other stoned cunts. What is it doing to you? do you feel upset that i smoke weed? well im sorry but i must have popped another bubble. it's not making me die that quickly, my brain still functions, i can still walk and talk, hey guess what? im also earning the most out of any fucking 17 year old in the whole of australia. fuck off, im doing fucking well for my damn age, with or without weed. i dont want you people to keep fucking me off cause of some stupid hook up, or some sex, which probably lasted about 2 minutes and didnt mean fuck all. i, and everyone else who hangs with me, and i mostly talk to, ARE ALL TEENAGERS most of us are HORNY FUCKERS and we get HORNY cause of hormones and such. I can't help it, and no one else fucking can either, i dont care if your some kind of nun who wont ever have sex. your missing out cause its fucking great.

you know what else?! i hate cunts that dont indicate. and who cut fucking corners. almost crashed twice cause of them. cunts.

if you can't get over whatever has happened, piss off. if your insulted by this post, GET OVER IT. i'm complaining cause im getting verbally abused cause people cant get over shit, i can complain as much as i please.