5 July 2009

Life?

Life is what we have and are, looking through our own eyes, and feeling our emotions, both positive and negative.
I remember looking up at the stars, in space, and thinking "this same space of nothing infront of me, is up there as well. It's the same thing in 2 places"
I couldn't help but gaze into the emptiness of it all, its mass and entirety amazed me so, wondering what it would be like to flow around with those stars.
That was when I realised that, if its the same up there as it is down where I am, then that must mean that it's everywhere!
It clicked, I was connected with every living concious thing, because it was everywhere! I just happened to be a human being, an earthling, a perthling.
It was everywhere and nowhere at the same time, this is a lesson I first heard from a hippy-friend (sorry forgotten the name =( ) at burning van, he told me this but I didn't quite get it at the time. Now I know.
Finding this made me feel rather funny about the human body, being inside a very sophisticated craft, made out of organs and tissues, skin and blood, it felt like a glumpy sort've blob that I live in, and that glump of a body lives in the atmosphere, it lives in this same dimension, it was apart of me, and I can't change that.
The human body is a creation of a powerful energy, because we inhibit the body with the conciousness. We go through so many death-rebirths without even realising, it makes me wonder if with our own death and rebirths, other movements of conciousness are moving.. for example, if our universe as we know it was created by a big bang, and the universe is constantly expanding, thus eventually it will collapse in on itself, and create another big bang, and so starts the new beginning of a universe. Just like how humans live and die, maybe theres smaller movements living and dying we dont even know about! Our conversations, and other acts and things we do in day-to-day life, all have small life, death and rebirths, if those can go by past normal humans without them realising, how much can still be going on without us knowing? theres so many movements, can one really move with them all? ahh
All in all, it's been a good weekend. I've learnt some things about true self, and being trusting, happy and content with myself in a tough situation with some close friends, while I have had this experience before, I never really got a chance to LEARN how it all worked, until this time =)
So.. now I have another job, a job which I don't have to work every day of the week and its cruisy, I have time to work with myself. and play with my friends =D
so much goodness is coming, I can feel it.

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