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Well, I am currently being punished for one of my recent posts.
Alright, I'll be punished, I do deserve it after all.

I don't want this beating forever.
Especially when I just figured out what I was really upset about, instead of just blowing it all on other people.
I don't want to push you away so far that I'll never be able to bring you back.
I don't want it to be like the others.