Liquid metal, injected into my brain...

Well, I gave it my best shot and yeah fuck I managed to get some kind of opening there for better vibes.

I'm going to ask you nicely... stop reasoning with youreself, it's completely useless.
Telling youreself you have failed won't get you anywhere, nor will being a failure.
Quit bitching.

What kind of hallucination is this?
Am I really hearing those words? and am I really saying these things?
They just seem to flow on by, and one after the other, things go good and things go bad.
And I am left wondering, am I still dreaming?
None of this is real anymore, nothing is as solid as he thinks.

Sometimes it's better to just let things go.
Sometimes, it's harder to tell the difference, when you are trying to let something go, by talking about letting go of it.
The question is, am I fooling myself?
Desperate clinging to clinging?
haha, that is well and truely rediculous.

What game am I playing now?
Is this another dream? or a brand new nightmare?
Am I awake?
I find myself back at square one with every detail of life.
I begin to question even the smallest areas.
Reboot the system with a fresh hard drive.
Or am I just confusing myself, yet again?
So many questions.
The answer?

You are dreaming, just let it go.