I was once blind...

A clear vision of Ecstasy and dreaming, I have envisaged a tranquil lake.
Undisturbed by the faintest movement of air.
It is peaceful here, and I never had to look far to feel this presence.
And now I find that my mind is no longer as solid as it once was.
It is an expanse of pure energy, in which everything is reflected without altering it's natural blissful state.
I have come to understand that ignorance, desire, hatred, insecurity, aggression and anger are all negative emotions, in which block my clear vision of happiness and joy.

And at first I was afraid, so fearful of my own knowledge.
I never knew how to explain myself, or where any of this was coming from. I freaked out, flipped my head and ate some pills, went on a spree and burnt holes somewhere in my frontal lobes.
My brain was not happy with me; not only was I pretending to be something I wasn't (stupid) I was also fucking with my brain and body chemistry. Making the feelings of anxiety, fear and depression worse.
I reasoned with myself, telling myself that the reasons where exterior, beyond my control. That things were like this because.
Which is entirely not the case, this is what I was brought up to believe. You cannot change, you are who you are. Live with it.
Not true.
I now realise that if I have a problem, I have it and it's up to me to see it, go to the core of this issue, and make it disappear.
And the more I did this, the more I began to see a clearer picture of who I really am.

Now I also realise how much pain and suffering there is in the world, and this itself is incredibly destructive to the world as a whole.
Not only are people in pain, but there are people in control and people with large amounts of greed for control; to satisfy their insecurity.
This generates people to hurt others, and hurt the world. Massive companies are quickly sucking up the planets nutrients; the tree's, oil (it's pretty much the blood that runs through the veins of the earth!!!), emitting gasses that destroy the atmosphere.
There's so many more than I am sure I am unaware about. And that is a major concern.

Those people in power, people follow them for their money and wealth, success.
True, in only one way. Those people will never become fully fulfilled in life, only believe that they have it all.
These people, men and women in power and those that follow are merely playing a trick on themselves.
What can I do to stop this?
Apart from whoop out my super saiyan abilities and spirit bomb their asses.. that is.
And this is the question you can ask you're self also;
What can I do to prevent the whole world, the very Earth that gave life and consciousness to us, from dying out?
Learn who you are.
Become a being of light, accept others for who they are.
When you realise that when you relate to each individuals sufferings, you can make their life so much better by expressing you're fruits, you're confidence and light, that you inspire people to use their own light.
It's contagious!
It's people like that who are changing the way we think and feel, shifting our awareness as a whole towards happiness and love rather than suffering and fear.
I came from a family of freaks, weirdos. Some of which had seen such a fantastic light of love, and like me, never knew why or how, what it was about and how to get it.
I thank them for showing me this light, and my mother died to show me this.
I love and miss her so much, but the lesson learnt, the teaching she left me was incredible.
And it has made me the person I am today, and who I will be in the future. So I thank her, I miss her, and love her for everything she ever gave me.

Thanks mummmyyy!! =D
This is Aduro, signing out.