15 Mar 2010

Turn on, tune in, or drop out.

Some lessons I have learned.
  • Within our brain are many many neurons, and these are what operate you're body. They transmit messages of 101110010 binary code to communicate with one another in order for you're body to move around, jump eat sleep the whole lot. Hallucinogens and neurons are best friends, and worst enemies.
  • Without knowledge of the self, you should never partake in massive dosages (or even small doses) of any kind of hallucinogens, as well as every other drug (including the "legal" ones.) you will most likely become confused and irritated, and no one likes a downer. No one.
  • Focus, awareness, of who you truly are is what will guide you through every challenge you're life coughs up for you. We are often shown many different issues with friends, coworkers, relationships.. and it is what you do and how you are, maybe the way you re-act or the way you are being which determines the outcome of these events. And the outcome is up to you. No one else. And I mean this in the broadest sense, and the smallest broadest sense.
I learned how to stand up for myself and what I believe in. I learned who I am, and what I was. Who I believed myself to be and who I really am to be.
And it took everything I had to let go, and focus, and to let it be.
What I found was option, I literally felt a melting sensation. Suddenly I was free of my restraints when it came to knowing what and who I stand for.
Which is everyone I ever come into contact with..
I learned yet again the most important lesson life has to offer, and to such profound depth and meaning like never before.
That there is no meaning external of my existence. I give everything meaning, and I say it true. In the end, this was not the truth; truth does not exist outside of myself.
Nothing. Openness and possibility, true freedom exists in nothing, and in nothing I found everything.

And one profound and interesting, by far the strangest experience I have ever had...
We stood millimetres away from each other without any words, we stood and said nothing, and made no notion to move until instructed.
We looked into each others eyes.
And as I looked, I found that the people in front of me were in fact..
You, and I.
Self, and Identity.
(note, I hallucinated throughout this exercise, without drugs. This sensation was incredible, my vision was mimicking how I felt.)
And she began to laugh, and I thanked her for standing here with me.
And now begins a even more powerful transformation, one that exceeds my last. I grow stronger and stronger with every heartbeat.
I have ascended.. beyond what I ever thought was possible.
I am free to open, free to love and share, experience and free to show you, exactly how I feel.
I am free.

1 comments:

Cheyanne said...

wonder what this one's talking about =P awesome to see you're getting so much out of it jim =]