lazy self contained head sprain..

While living out of home has definite perks.. I really could have chosen a better spot. Girrawheen isn't so bad when you live in a gated complex, but its just freaking far from the traino! and that just adds to the large list of reasons why i should stay in bed instead of going to school.
The result is me being over stressed and worried and sad because i havent been going to school (because i promised myself i would) and being behind in every damn unit i study for! its ridiculous and unnecessary.
I do love playing halo reach, however.
and downloading copious amounts of crap. unlimited internet rocks.
But I dunno.. I'm at the stage again where i wanna change what I do with my time. I blame myself for lazyness and it makes it worse, to the point where i try something else. For example I left full-time work for full-time study. Now I want to do the opposite, except, perhaps studying part-time online instead.
it's too far away to be thinking about it all the time, and using it as an excuse to do fuck all with what i have now.

Pretty down.. need to get loose.