what...?

I can play with different parts of my vision.
I can make things swivel, dance on the spot, without them moving at all.
I can see colour trails moving off the objects as my sight flies past.
I can capture a part of an object, close my eyes and still see what it left on my eyes.
I can focus, unfocus, and make myself blind. whilst having all the sight I need.
When I look to my father sky, I see static, sometimes I can catch it, either at one static or a bunch joined together to make a strange shape.
Either clear, or have an odd black to them.
Sometimes Colours will not be what they intended.
I will see 2 me's. One will be smaller, one larger. both exert different emotions.

I can pick out words that only relate to my well-being. Only sometimes I will catch the whole sentence. Sometimes I will hear you're paranoid thoughts echo into my mind.
Sometimes I will hear an echo of my own mind, asking if it can hear me.

I can smell the poison. Only I will smell. The smell of being sick of ones self.
So sick to the point that it becomes real. I can taste the disgust of my ego.
I can harness all youre negative thoughts and put them in my own, so you don't have to listen to youreself echo.

I care so much about you, yet I could kill you in 2 seconds flat.
Favours done will not return. Infact, everything good I do for you ends up being regretted later.

I can put a stop to youre mind running.
yet here it is, rolling over and over in my hands.

Conciously, I mean no harm, sub conciously, I want to ruin you.
Struggle for power, struggle for ego, struggle for it all.
I wish there was a map, a cure, someone to tell me which way, someone or something to comfort my fears.

But that is wrong, asking someone else for the answer is telling them they control you, Because I don't trust myself.
So, where am I?
What and who?

My answer..
I am everywhere I want to be, I do these things cause somewhere inside me I want it. Now it's just a matter of ratting me out so I can have one final battle before I am sent into the next dimension.